15th feb 2014....
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Its just a normal college girl who wishes to share her ordinary lyf wid u guys out dere....who mit b lyk me...:)
i am just in a casual LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP ...which is actually my 3rd relation
& today is d 1st day i missed him sooo... much...
Valentine day as always was nothing special for me.....obviously got some gifts...:)
It doesnt mean i don't love him ..but i am not so serious....which means i do have crush on guys..(actually many)...which is too short to be important or to discuss..
But this story is about feeling left out ...finding myself not attractive for anyone
i am a kind of girl who easily mixes with people...but yet today i felt left behind among those whom i called "friends"...among all the beautiful girls dressed in pretty dresses at a college party ...i felt as if i am the only attractive girl in the group..Though truly speaking i'm not dat obese just a little..
and i am little cute too...not bragging
Its college fest time ...basically fun , enjoy carelessly..late night party .day events .dancing ...
But this year is different...Oh! i forgot to mention i'm in 3rd year ..studying electrical engineering at a reputed college...
And it was the third night "FUSION NIGHT"...the famous ADAVITA band was playing this night...but hardly anyone was interested in listening....u know how few girls are who just want to show themselves & their dresses to boys around ..inviting everyone to come and see these fake beauties...with hell lot of make up and short dresses. Every girl wants to be praised and admired by boys...
U know its true that every fat girl has slim best friend..true for me too...
Back to my group...all the guys were busy flattering "their"girl except me....and each of them got a rose...except me...and finally no one was talking to me..i felt so ignored..
all alone in a huge crowd....with advaita playing soft semi classical songs...i mean i'm not that obese that i dont deserve even "a yellow rose".....Finally i called my boyfriend ...but couldn't talk in the loud sound...
to be continued........
i am a kind of girl who easily mixes with people...but yet today i felt left behind among those whom i called "friends"...among all the beautiful girls dressed in pretty dresses at a college party ...i felt as if i am the only attractive girl in the group..Though truly speaking i'm not dat obese just a little..
and i am little cute too...not bragging
Its college fest time ...basically fun , enjoy carelessly..late night party .day events .dancing ...
But this year is different...Oh! i forgot to mention i'm in 3rd year ..studying electrical engineering at a reputed college...
And it was the third night "FUSION NIGHT"...the famous ADAVITA band was playing this night...but hardly anyone was interested in listening....u know how few girls are who just want to show themselves & their dresses to boys around ..inviting everyone to come and see these fake beauties...with hell lot of make up and short dresses. Every girl wants to be praised and admired by boys...
U know its true that every fat girl has slim best friend..true for me too...
Back to my group...all the guys were busy flattering "their"girl except me....and each of them got a rose...except me...and finally no one was talking to me..i felt so ignored..
all alone in a huge crowd....with advaita playing soft semi classical songs...i mean i'm not that obese that i dont deserve even "a yellow rose".....Finally i called my boyfriend ...but couldn't talk in the loud sound...
to be continued........
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